Same old..

well...well...its been just about a year since i last blogged... i just read what i blogged last year...and i must say...my life sure hasnt changed much...
its still the same rudderless boat adrift...same kind of job...with no meaning...just doing the bare minimum to sustain myself...and some more...
where is my life headed???...need to decide soon what to do with my life....got to get some meaning to it...doesnt really feel like its going anywhere....
anyway....i keep watching discovery channel a lot....and i wonder...y am i not part of any of the interesting stuff thats going on around the world....y do i have to be part of the crowd thats watching this stuff on tv...y am i not part of the crowd thats actually doing that stuff...
man...need to take steps soon....else ...i will probably end up reading this stuff again next year and i dont want to end up writing the same kind of stuff that i am writing now...

signing out for now....